{danceinastorm}

almost

Saturday, June 29, 2019

& when i'm with you, i'm close to tears.

[♥ clarice] danced at 6:27 PM

Never okay

I tried to be perfect

But nothing was worth it

I don't believe it makes me real

I'd thought it'd be easy

But no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

Sometimes it's so crazy that nothing could save me

But it's the only thing that I have

I tried to be perfect

It just wasn't worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

It's hard to believe me

It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along.

[♥ clarice] danced at 6:05 PM

What do you fear more?

Saturday, March 2, 2019

What's wrong with being alone? Why are you acting so pathetic about it? After all, this was exactly how you made me feel over and over again.

So no. For the first time in 6 years, I'll sleep alone tonight. And I'm not gonna let you in anymore. Because there's no point running in circles.

And what will you do, other than fear? What have you ever done, other than sitting still waiting for a miracle to happen? If you do not act on it, nothing is going to happen. I wonder what are you afraid of. You fear taking the wrong action? Well, if you do not even do anything about it at all, then be prepared to kiss this r/s goodbye. It's either you risk taking the wrong action, or you risk losing me altogether. So which do you fear more? When will you ever learn? If in 6 years, you're still unable to learn this lesson, then I don't think I'll open the door for you ever again.

[♥ clarice] danced at 2:47 PM

从前的我们

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

最熟悉的街主角却换了人演
我哭到哽咽心再痛就当破茧
来不及再轰轰烈烈
就保留告别的尊严
我爱你不后悔也尊重故事结尾

[♥ clarice] danced at 7:52 PM

Reap what you sow

It's pretty amazing to stand aside and look at people who expect to reap the results of something that they never intended to put any effort into. You want to get better at something, but you do absolutely nothing about it and expect to get better. Really? How does that even make any sense at all?

I feel tired just by watching you trod around in circles, going nowhere. And it is frustrating to know that you are actually okay with being in this state.

I guess if you don't want to move along forward, then it's time for me to go.

[♥ clarice] danced at 7:44 PM

My favourite what if

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Nothing happened, and that is where our problem begins.

When we met, there was something. An untapped well of feelings, full of potential to be exactly what we both wanted.

Neither of us made the move. We left the well right where we stood, untapped and full of potential, and we went in our separate ways and lived our lives without knowing.

But you will always be my favorite what if.

I still think about you.

Sometimes it’s daily and sometimes I will go weeks without you even crossing my mind. The thoughts always come back, because there are so many could have beens.

What if you had told me that you were interested? Would I have accepted it without question? What if I had told you that I was interested? Would you have accepted it? Would we be happy now?

What if it had gone poorly? What if you weren’t interested in me and I’d had my heart broken? Would I still think about you as much as I do?

You will always be my favorite what if.

Credits: https://puckermob.com/moblog/youll-always-be-my-favorite-what-if/

[♥ clarice] danced at 1:58 AM

Never once fulfilled.

Sunday, January 6, 2019

One more mistake and I'll leave. Lol. It has already been the 12479859898239th mistake since you said that. Nope, you're still HIDING somewhere in my house. Lmao.

When will this kid ever face up to the consequences? Never.

[♥ clarice] danced at 6:56 PM