Snow white and the seven dwarfs ♥

Last night was simply awesome. (: Haven’t had tht kinda feeling for a long time.

There goes the public holiday and it’s saturday again. Past two nights whirled past and it’s over before I know it. Caught Prince of Persia on thursday after work. Free tickets by citibank. Good show I’d say. I’m liking the graphics. Drinking session with colleagues, after which went to meet andy for the second round of drinks. Slept through most of my friday, waking up only at 4.30pm. Felt like my holiday was wasted but the night out made up for it. Visited my grandpa at the hospital, dinner with parents, then headed to st james. Had the craziest drink in my life (thanks to the bartender for suggesting that), and a blast at the club. Met several familiar faces which I haven’t seen for a long time. Was good to see them again.

Still, I’m having this sick after-alcohol effect as usual. Appetite-less the entire day. And I’m hooked on james patterson’s book [You’ve been warned]. It’s really good, and I’m dying to know the ending.

Wonder what’s on the menu tonight. Always looking forward to mum’s cooking. ♥ !

6 days left;
clarice

When people don’t believe in you, you have to believe in yourself.
~Pierce brosnan

The ocean is so blue, so vast, so beautiful. Sometimes when I stare out at the ocean, it makes me feel so tiny. I’m just but a small character in this huge world, how big can my problems be?

Spent the day rotting at home in front of the TV. Dear John is a nice show! Didn’t join family dinner today. Arrrrrrgh. Work tmr makes me sian TTM. Getting quite sick of this routine already. Still gotta tough it out. Ohwell. Stop complaining and get use to it lah.

Thinking about it, since things have gotten to this stage, honestly I can say I don’t like it. But of course, it’d be unfair for you. I know. Sigh sigh sigh. Perhaps you’ve taken a liking to me, but maybe, maybe that’s all. I’m not ready to let anyone else into my heart just yet. Because, from time to time I still think of him. I still think of us. And it still hurts. I think I should start learning to love myself first.

Sorry.

I’m not gna go through this whole “trying” thing anymore. I’ll go for it only when I’m confident it’ll work. Because I don’t wna put my heart at the wrong place once again. Certainly, I know that there aren’t any for sure things in life. But at least, if it doesn’t work out in the end, I wouldn’t be questioning myself.

Life has its own hidden forces which you can only discover by living.

big blue ocean;
clarice

Past few days felt like some kinda emotional rollercoaster. No need to elaborate why. Clubbed on friday. ECP, shopping and buffet on saturday. Today was pretty much the routine sundays. Happy mother’s day.

Thinking of work tmr sucks. I’m always looking forward to the fridays and the weekends. But fridays and the weekends always seem to go pass in a spur. Anticipating the next payday, I’m sorta broke now. Spent almost $500 of my pay alrdy. The fucking wound on my leg hurts. I hope it ain’t gna fucking leave a scar? Play dry ice also don’t need to play till like that right? Idiots. Time to go to sleep and prepare for another humdrum week at work.

    不要再使我动摇，不要给我希望。

inevitable circumstances;
clarice

Helllooooooh. ;D It’s been a week. That’s fast. First week of work w/o leon and suzie. Boo. First two days aiktiong MC somemore =.= Was like so freaking lost. After almost two months, suddenly kena throw alone. Felt so proud of myself after I completed the whole day’s work.

Speaking of which, last friday was crazy, but still fun. (: Our last day together.

 
My dear suzieeeee! I miss you!

Met up with the ninjas on Sunday. Marcus & shipei’s bday celebration. Picnic-ed at baraage before lorry-ing to marina for the sequel of the movie we once watched together, IP MAN 2. It was awesome. (:

Today, MY TURN TO MC. Spent like most of the day trying to remove fleas and ticks from yukio. My poor darling, see alrdy heartpain. Omg, so many I also don’t know what to do uh. Hope the spray works!

This whole week keep going out after work, freaking tired. I can feel the exhaustion every morning. Thankfully, tmr is friday! Yes! Clubbbb?

I realise that the addiction all lies in the head. At the start you just keep thinking about it, until it slowly becomes a habit, and then poof, you’re a goner. Now, I can truly say I understand. BUT, I shall not become like that.

And yes, I still f hate smokers.

Love is like dancing. It’s not about the music, it’s about the rhythm and the pace of the dancers. If you care too much about your partner’s steps, you’ll mess up. If you don’t care about your partner’s steps, you’ll mess up too. So you’ll have to strike a balance. It’s always one step forward…one step back…

Okay, that was pretty random. Seems like I’m gna lie low for awhile now. Lock myself back into those four walls of mine. Don’t feel like coming out for the time being. Work again tmr. I better sleep now. Lights out.

topsy turvy;
clarice