25 June
Think it;
Want it;
Dream it.
andy
ben
ilyana
joshua
JQ
basecodes
headers
picture
colour codes
I just can’t understand guys, like how guys can’t understand girls.
still a mystery, always a mystery
klareeze
[♥ clarice] danced at 11:30 PM
Monday, November 29, 2010
I will not find a man like you ;
[♥ clarice] danced at 10:35 PM
Sometimes you wonder what you meant to someone, where you stood in their lives, what place you held in their hearts, how important you are to them, and whether it mattered if you’re gone.
You yearn to find out the answer, only to regret after you did. Maybe I’m overestimating myself, maybe I’m nothing but just another passerby in your life. People walk in and out of our lives all the time, but every single person that comes into our lives, is for a special reason. So even if they were to stay only just for awhile, we should be thankful that our lives had a special chance to cross paths.
That one tiny chance is so precious, it might never happen again. While these precious people are still in your life, cherish them before they decide to walk out and never come back again.
destiny;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 2:58 PM
It's a boring Friday night! :( Maybe I'm starting to get used to this lifestyle. It's starting to feel weird to be home at this time on Friday. Crap. And I'm hungry ah!!!! Sianzxs.
The menu for the past few days has been porridge ice cream porridge porridge ice cream porridge mashpotato porridge ice cream ; yeah you get the idea.
Hopefully I can get it changed by next week.
（−＿−；）
[♥ clarice] danced at 12:27 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
random decision.
act without thinking.
just-do-it feeling.
Sometimes that’s all it takes, to achieve something.
Ouch. I can’t eat properly. ._. Persevere!
woopeedoo;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 6:47 PM
PLEASE STOP SMOKING.
THANK YOU.
strong will;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 11:18 PM
I always thought my grandfather was the big, strong and sturdy guy who cycled everyday, who complained all the time about food and anything else, who plopped himself on the plastic chair watching taiwan serials every afternoon, who bullied yukio since he was a puppy, who sent me to and back from school when I was a kid, who bought me sweets and food…
Yesterday, he laid there in the hospital bed with the so many machines that were helping him stay with us. He didn’t look like the grandfather I knew, so small and frail. It tore my heart apart just to look at him. Even his breathing needed aid.
Now I know he’s free, from all the scary machines and tubes, from all pain and suffering. Finally being able to reunite with my grandmother, I’m sure he’s happy at the better world he’s at now. You are dearly missed. Rest in peace, ah gong.
till we meet again;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 12:22 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I demand an explanation. I’m getting fed up okay. What’s with all these weird behaviour now? Someone enlighten me? What am I doing wrong now? Pfft.
Today is a sickeningly boring rainy Sunday. Decided against going to the GP because figured that would be useless. I hate Sundays, because that would mean tmr is MONDAY. Argh. What kind of a sickening mood am I in now, and the weather isn’t helping.
unpredictable;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 3:30 PM
And if one day, you start doubting yourself, start doubting life, start doubting the world and everyone and everything around you, believe me and take my hand. Don't be afraid for I'll be there.
[♥ clarice] danced at 11:08 PM
I don’t know why, but I just seem to have this fear hanging around me for the past few days. It’s this very sick feeling in my stomach but I can’t figure what’s it all about.
I’ve been curbing the urge to just go ahead and light a stick. After what has happened, haven’t I learnt a lesson? Why am I even thinking about it?
I’m pondering a lot these days. Finding answers to my questions, comfort for my flustered self. Every night I lay in bed, exhausted from the day’s work, but my thoughts keep me awake. Instincts tell me something’s not right. There’s this bad omen lingering in the air, refusing to disperse. What’s wrong?
You no longer feel like you anymore. I can’t differentiate right from wrong, and I can no longer tell what’s true and what’s not. All I can do now is stay positive and keep the faith. Please, don’t prove me wrong.
insecurity;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 11:34 PM
Nothing you confess, can make me love you less.
No two people are perfect for each other. The moment you decided to love and be with someone, you have to be prepared to accept all of that person ; good or bad. Running away is easy indeed, and that’s what we all feel like doing sometimes. Just turn around, and walk away, you don’t see the problems, the problems don’t see you. It takes real courage to stay and face it. And that’s exactly what I’m trying to do. I’m not going anywhere.
Don’t ever try to tell someone who loves you to just forget about you. That’s the worse thing you can do to them. Because there is no way to forget someone you love. The only reason why you’d forget someone, is because you no longer love him/her anymore. And, how can I stop loving you?
I fell into a hole. There’s no use sitting there waiting for someone to pull me up. Maybe eventually someone will come and pull me up, but why waste the time sitting in the hole doing nothing? I will and must climb out myself.
good luck;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 10:31 PM