25 June
Think it;
Want it;
Dream it.
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ben
ilyana
joshua
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Wait for the boy who pursues you.
The one who will make
an ordinary moment seem magical;
the kind of boy who brings out the best in you
and makes you want to be a better person.
Wait for the boy who will be your best friend;
the person who will drop everything
to be with you at any time of the day
no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the boy who makes you smile
like no other boy makes you smile,
and when he smiles you know he needs you.
Wait for the boy who wants to show you off
to the world when you are in sweats
and have no makeup on,
but appreciates it when
you get all dolled up for him.
And most of all,
wait for the boy who will put you
at the center of his universe,
because obviously he's at the center of yours.
[♥ clarice] danced at 11:45 PM
碎;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 8:21 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Hadn’t been in school for two days. Went out to walk around for a little bit yesterday. I needed retail therapy but seems like I ain’t in the mood and neither do I have the money. Walked around Bugis after which I decided to head to Parkway to redeem my voucher from Stege. Irritating sms has been hanging around in my phone, finally can get rid of it. Attempted retail therapy again at Isetan but everything just looks ugly. Is that the result of being down? Finally saw some sandals that I thought looked nice, and somewhat bought it on impulse. There goes $20 of my Isetan vouchers.
Today was quite comforting. Started off the day by going to Bishan driving range to play golf. Don’t really have much interest in that sport, but according to the person, it really does seem like a good way to vent all your frustrations. Just go there and whack some balls. I suck at it. I’m missing the ball 3/4 of the time.
After golf, dropped by KOI since I have been craving for it. Tried a new flavour today and it was niceee. =D I must have looked like an idiot laughing to myself all the way in the bus. Can’t help it, the videos’ too funny.
BORING AFTERNOON. The weather’s lovely. Spent time with my baby and it’s more than enough to bring me the comfort I needed. <33 I love you so muchhhhh! Maybe he sensed I was down so he let me hug him :D , for once D: . Watched MEGAMIND today! Nothing better to do. Dinner time!
get back up;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 9:23 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Relationships last long not because they are destined to. But because two people make a choice not to just walk away but to keep fighting for it.
[♥ clarice] danced at 8:40 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2011
I told them I wasn’t free tonight, but here I am sitting alone in my room in front of the com. Forgive me people, I really thought I wasn’t going to be free tonight.
Rejected everyone, thought about what I wanted to do tonight, where I wanted to go.. Planned to go to the bazaar at scape and do some shopping at orchard. Totally forgot he had something on tonight. It’s 9plus and I’m still waiting..waiting… With nothing achieved this Saturday. And that is bad. Because this weekend, is the weekend where I’m supposed to forget about my projects for awhile. Forget about school work, just relax and do stuff I wna do. But Saturday’s over.
It has been a long and bad week. With all the project submission and assignments. Plus all the shit that happened. It really had been a bad week. I thought Saturday was gna cheer me up. But all it did, was to aggravate the situation. If it wasn’t bad enough…
Sometimes I wish I was a boy. Because why do I feel that girls make bad friends. Can’t seem to find that loyalty, between girl friends.
Friends that leave you behind, friends that leave you out, friends that leave you alone, friends that won’t be there when you’re in trouble, friends that take you for granted, perhaps are not worthy of being titled as friends.
After three years, I let my guard down. I shouldn’t have done that. This just reminds me of us. When we used to be best friends, used to do everything together. How I missed those times.
broken;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 9:48 PM
Today, was a total waste of time. The stupid chingay dance thingy, is not even a dance. It feels like I’m relieving my childhood days of doing the acers workout thingy. Think I’m just too desperate for dance.
February is approaching, so is the end of my poly life. Time to start some serious thinking on which route to go next. The urge of going overseas is just becoming greater. That’s the route I want but there’s so many factors to consider. What the fuck. My parents ain’t gna support that idea either.
It really makes me think. What’s with all those bullshit that you said? Me not knowing how to handle my own problems? Oh yeah? So since when have I ever relied on you? Ever since young, it has been me me me and me alone. All the somanyproblems I faced, bet you’re ignorant about all of them. Whythefuck do you still have the cheek to say all these? You’re getting on my nerves.
RMGT. MFS presentation. Bcomm data gathering call. WISP project. All due next week. How more fucked up can this get? I’m supposed to start on RMGT now, but hey you know what? I’m tired. Yes, fucking tired. And not to mention fucking pissed.
Just, forgive me for swearing.
knnbccb la;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 1:04 AM
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Now I know how it feels, to go on and on trying to make someone feel better, thinking you were doing well, just to get shot the you-won’t-understand-me sentence right at your face. Downright stupid. Karma?
Of course, I’m not you. I didn’t go through what you did. But that doesn’t mean I don’t know just how you feel. Having lived 19 years on Earth, I myself went through similar situations too. Why would I not understand you?
It’s not like you’re the only one with problems. Everyone would have their own fair share of problems whether you can see it or not. Clearly, all I ever wanted was for you to feel better and now? I feel like an idiot.
Because you’re not even listening.
flashback;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 10:39 PM
Friday, January 7, 2011
MOST OF THE TIME…
Life doesn’t go the way we want it to be. But so what? The world continues turning and no, it isn’t gna stop for us. I know. I know the feeling. Where you travelled a long journey, worked so hard, put in all your effort, gave it whatever you’ve got, just to see that beautiful rainbow at the end of the road. And when you reached the end, that rainbow, for some stupid reasons, got taken away from you. You may feel like everything’s gone down the drain. What did you work so hard for?
Many of us are too focused on the destination that we actually forget what we’ve gained during the journey. The rainbow at the end of the journey, whether there or not, will not take away from you what you achieved in the process. That is the real results of your sweat and time, and no one can take it away from you.
Since things have happened, and there’s nothing you can do about it, accept it in the most gracious manner. Why bother to let ourselves wallow in self-pity and waste precious seconds sulking over it?
Smile, and life goes on.
shalalala;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 12:31 AM
This is like the most crucial period this semester, with project due dates nearing and all the tests and quizzes being thrown right at our faces. And, I HAVE TO BE SICK. My fever is coming back! ARGH. FML. I’m feeling like shit right now. ISM quiz tmr which I haven’t studied and WM project due tonight. What have I been doing the whole holidays?
Talking about which, the holidays aren’t even holidays at all. The WM quiz yesterday just totally killed my holiday mood. Guai lan planning, common test week don’t wna give test, wna put right after our holidays. Then have common test week for fun?
Grandfather passed away during the second week of my holidays, this time my mother’s side. Two funerals in barely two months time.
That aside, I suppose the second week of my holidays was well spent and memorable. <3 Started with the awesome christmas party until the welcoming of the new year. Hope 2011’s gna be a better kickass year.
Okay now that I managed to beg for another day’s allowance for WM project, I need to study for ISM and SLEEP. Come on fever, please go away.
someone save me!;
clarice
[♥ clarice] danced at 10:30 PM