I really don’t understand how you can use the words break up so casually. Does breaking up mean nothing to you at all? Do you know how much it hurts to hear your partner say these words? I thought threatening each other with break ups was something only the young and immature would do.

I never did that to you. How would you feel if I told you I’d break up with you if you did something wrong? Does this just prove that our love is so shallow? Yes, if I really love you, I’d quit for you. On the other hand, if you really love me, you wouldn’t break up with me just because of cigarettes. That’s love. You said both parties have to give. You want me to quit smoking, is threatening me with a break up all you can give?

I remember what you said at Pasir Ris that time. After you said all these hurtful words, I confronted you. You told me that you thought about it before telling me those words. You said you did it on purpose in order to make me quit smoking. I told you before that wasn’t the way and those words really hurt. You apologized, but why are you doing it again now?

Did you really mean it this time?

Don’t talk to me about limits, because I’ve lowered my limits so many times for you. If one day you really decide to leave me, I guess I can only blame myself for believing that our love is strong.

& I remember that fight till 2.30am.
You said everything was slipping out of our hands.
I went out crying and you followed me out to the streets.
Braced myself for goodbye cuz it’s all I’ve ever known.

When you took me by surprise
You said, “I’ll never leave you alone.”

You are the best thing that’s ever been mine. ♥