I don’t understand how he could move on and walk away so easily. It hurts because I loved you so much. It hurts because I believed you’d never give up on us. It hurts because no matter what I did, you refused to look at me anymore. You were the one who came along and made me fell for you, how could you. I was the girl who promised to always be here for you as long as you never stopped fighting for us. But now, you know how’s it feel like to love someone who gave up on you first?

I want to beg you to stay, I want to hold on to you and make things right. I want to make things right. I really do. I want to ask you to come back to me, let me love you again. I want to make you believe that it won’t be the same if we do things differently. I was trying, and then your words hit me. On that very night, you told me you have already given up, you told me you’re not even sure whether you love me anymore.. How could you just stop loving someone that easily…

Now I just feel like a fucking fool. For loving you all these while when you were walking away. I followed behind you, step by step. But you never turned back. I carried all these pain, hurt and tears while you distant yourself from me.

I stopped walking. I watched you walk away. I called out your name, I begged you to stop, but you wouldn’t hear my pleas anymore..