Have you ever had that feeling, when something you saw, something you heard, a text message, a little action someone did or did not do just ruins your entire day?Like at that very moment someone ties a rock to your heart and you can’t untie the knot no matter what? The heart sinking feeling, the ache in your chest, the thoughts in your head that you can’t shake off..

How does it feel, when you come across something you wish you hadn’t only because you went out of your way to do something nice for someone? The human brain is too complicated that sometimes even I fail to understand myself. I can’t tell apart what’s real and what’s not anymore. How sincere can words be?

Are there issues that cannot be put upon the table, because if they were they would have lost whatever they were worth and it would be pointless to even talk about it anymore? How then do I deal with such issues? All I can do is to take it all alone. Hurt until it hurts no more, live with it till I’m used to it.

How much more faith do I have left in human relationships?