{danceinastorm}

Just how badly do you want it?

Monday, February 5, 2018

Some people just refuse to believe you even when you try to help them. No sign of changes up till now, still no solid plans, no improvements what so ever. They probably never learn, till the day they actually get into deep shit themselves, they will probably never change.

Some people are just okay with no improvements, okay with wasting their time away in life as long as nothing is going wrong. They always stay in their comfort zone and are unwilling to step out. They don't strive to get better, they have no goals, no plans for the future. They want a lot of stuff but they are not willing to work hard and make sacrifices to achieve them. You tell them what's wrong, they don't believe you because they still don't see it, yet.

Perhaps to them that's their way of life. They live life so simply, they don't need to be better. They are happy just the way they are. They want many things but do not mind not getting any of it. If you really mind losing me, then I would actually like to see you do something about it. Yeah, I know you want me, just not enough.

That being said, I am unable to live with such a person. I am literally tired of repeating myself to you for the 1001th time.

[♥ clarice] danced at 1:56 PM

So different

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Sometimes I really want to rant. But I don't know who to rant to. This is supposed to be a journey of self heal, but I really wonder if I'm better off taking this journey alone. You're toxic. And the poison's getting real deep. I don't like it one bit, really. These days I begin to realize we don't really know each other after all. We're just two complete individuals that are right next to each other. We don't understand each other at all. I don't feel you even when you're right next to me, it's like you're so far away.

I know everything has changed. We're not as close as we used to be anymore. Or perhaps we weren't even close to begin with.

[♥ clarice] danced at 3:45 PM