Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Oh hello again. I'm back. After 6 weeks in Shanghai. I miss Shanghai! I miss the chocolate milk tea with pudding, I miss the 3liang jiao zi, I miss shaokao, I miss everything thereeee. :( But it seems so far away already. Just feels like I've woken up from a dream. & life goes on.
My room is still in a mess, with my luggage half filled, things strewn all over my floor and another luggage untouched. Damn. I bought too many things that I can't find places to keep them all.
I didn't attend my lecture today. Figured it would be a waste of time anyway. Went for driving lesson today, its my pre-road assessment (which means I either pass or fail moduleONE). Haven't drove for 6 weeks! Luckily I didn't lose my touch! :D Successfully passed module 1! Yay. There's another lesson tmr. Sian. ._.
Met up with byonghee after my driving. Was supposed to wait for him at eunosmrt, but somehow he got lost and I was chasing after his car all over the place. Rawr. And the best thing is, he didn't bring my perfume! That was like the whole point. Anw, we went to someplaceatbalestier to makan and catch a movie. Wheee, chickenrice! :D It's been 6 weeks since I ate singapore chickenrice! <3 style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Surrogates. Cool movie, but I didn't like the ending! :|
He drove me home after that, and parked behind this Honda Stream. I looked at the car plate, and I was like, "eh, this car plate looks damn familiar.... oh wtf!". I saw jy waiting outside my house. Refused to see him, so byonghee drove away. x_x Only went home after jy left.
Why won't you understand? When no means no. I'm just not ready for anything. Sometimes, I feel it'd be better for us this way. You've gotta be strong. This has to end somehow. Though there's so many things left unsaid, so many reasons unexplained, let's stop. We have different destinations, so we can't walk together. It's either friends or nothing. You choose.
imsorry;
clarice
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