Sigh. Shirlyn’s not going to church again tmr. Life is getting pretty boring nowadays. Don’t really feel like myself these days. Wonder what’s happening. It’s like I’m controlling someone else’s body, going through someone else’s motions, living someone else’s life…

Nothing much happened today. Went to the same old place to get some fresh air. Looks like I don’t have much perseverance to stay there anymore. Left earlier than my intended stay. Rotted in front of the TV for the rest of the day, watching 4 episodes of somerandomshow while devouring junk food. Wasn’t really enthusiastic about dinner but ate it anyhow.

The night is still and quiet. I knew I could count on the stars, the vast sky and the fresh air to provide me the solace I could do with. This feeling, often unspeakable, the peace within myself. Don’t forget to breathe.

out in the balcony;
clarice