Everything that you meant to me, is written in the pages of my history. But it’s over now, as far as I can see. And suddenly, things are so different now you’re gone. I thought it’d be easy now what’s wrong.

“Your boyfriend drives also right?”
”No?”
”Rides?”
”No..”
”Take bus with you?”
”Uhhh n..”
”Taxi? Train?”
”No no wait.. what boyfriend?”

I’ve been lazing around at home these few days doing nothing. Watched another random movie today. I woke up so darn early in the morning for driving. It’s getting easier ;D Oh yes it is. Been on my bed for hours since. Think it’s time I should get up. I should start treasuring time. 2 years is a long time. But I’ll be thankful for whatever I have now. Things will get better. Good things fall apart so that better things can fall in place.

What would it be like in that six months? I guess I’ll never know. Humans are amazing. The way we think, the way we act, how complex our minds can be. I still want to eat cake. Okay, that was random but. Life would be boring if it was following routines everyday, doing things serious and proper all the time.

“The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.”

i want to live;
clarice