When people don’t believe in you, you have to believe in yourself.
~Pierce brosnan

The ocean is so blue, so vast, so beautiful. Sometimes when I stare out at the ocean, it makes me feel so tiny. I’m just but a small character in this huge world, how big can my problems be?

Spent the day rotting at home in front of the TV. Dear John is a nice show! Didn’t join family dinner today. Arrrrrrgh. Work tmr makes me sian TTM. Getting quite sick of this routine already. Still gotta tough it out. Ohwell. Stop complaining and get use to it lah.

Thinking about it, since things have gotten to this stage, honestly I can say I don’t like it. But of course, it’d be unfair for you. I know. Sigh sigh sigh. Perhaps you’ve taken a liking to me, but maybe, maybe that’s all. I’m not ready to let anyone else into my heart just yet. Because, from time to time I still think of him. I still think of us. And it still hurts. I think I should start learning to love myself first.

Sorry.

I’m not gna go through this whole “trying” thing anymore. I’ll go for it only when I’m confident it’ll work. Because I don’t wna put my heart at the wrong place once again. Certainly, I know that there aren’t any for sure things in life. But at least, if it doesn’t work out in the end, I wouldn’t be questioning myself.

Life has its own hidden forces which you can only discover by living.

big blue ocean;
clarice