I told them I wasn’t free tonight, but here I am sitting alone in my room in front of the com. Forgive me people, I really thought I wasn’t going to be free tonight.

Rejected everyone, thought about what I wanted to do tonight, where I wanted to go.. Planned to go to the bazaar at scape and do some shopping at orchard. Totally forgot he had something on tonight. It’s 9plus and I’m still waiting..waiting… With nothing achieved this Saturday. And that is bad. Because this weekend, is the weekend where I’m supposed to forget about my projects for awhile. Forget about school work, just relax and do stuff I wna do. But Saturday’s over.

It has been a long and bad week. With all the project submission and assignments. Plus all the shit that happened. It really had been a bad week. I thought Saturday was gna cheer me up. But all it did, was to aggravate the situation. If it wasn’t bad enough…

Sometimes I wish I was a boy. Because why do I feel that girls make bad friends. Can’t seem to find that loyalty, between girl friends.

Friends that leave you behind, friends that leave you out, friends that leave you alone, friends that won’t be there when you’re in trouble, friends that take you for granted, perhaps are not worthy of being titled as friends.

After three years, I let my guard down. I shouldn’t have done that. This just reminds me of us. When we used to be best friends, used to do everything together. How I missed those times.

broken;
clarice