For the past few days I have been fighting an internal war with myself. Kept trying to tell myself not to miss you, kept trying to tell myself to forget all of us, to move on. But I think I’m gna have to stop doing that, because it’s really tiring and tormenting.

If I can’t forget, then I won’t. If I miss you, then so be it. I’m not gna try to force myself to do something that I don’t want to anymore. I’ll live with it. After all, the reason why this ring is here is not to remind me of the pain, but to help me get through every single day without you.

& the only reason why I can’t move on, is because I don’t want to.