Is this the fourth or fifth Saturday? I can’t remember anymore. Just solved the most recent problem of mine, with more money forked out. Great. My problems just had to come crashing all at once.

I feel kinda weird right now. Is it pure coincidence, or God’s working his ways? I almost suggested heading down there last night, but funny, something stopped me from voicing out. Good thing or bad thing? I’ll never find out, but I’ll stick to believing its for the best interests of me.

Days are passing, without him here by my side. Will I get used to it someday? And when would it be? Everyday I wonder, about how he’s doing.

& those who left in the end, were always the ones who promised that they wouldn’t.