Really, somebody tell me ; just how can I numb all these pain. Every fucking morning, it’s the same fucking feeling, the same fucking pain. What the fuck is wrong with me?! I need to go, I need to fucking lift my foot and go. I need to fucking stop being stuck here.
How more frustrated can I get with myself? Can I just be that cold blooded person once again?
Fuck love. Fuck you. Fuck the fact that I love you. I do.