Saturday, April 27, 2013

It's 3.34am in the morning. Friday night went by just like that. Yeah, although this is a critical period for me. If that's the case, then I should be sleeping by now. Why on earth am I still awake? I'm starving. Is that why? Probably yes, and no.

I think somewhere in this complex mind of mine, things are getting quite screwed up. There is no words to explain the complexity of how uncountable wires connect inside my brain. Therefore, there are times when I feel like there's something wrong, but there's just noway that I can pinpoint what it is. That's why I get frustrated and fed up with myself. I constantly hear this familiar little voice inside of me rambling repeatedly, "What is wrong with me?". And many a time I can't find any answers that would satisfy this inner companion of mine.

I guess that's partly the reason why people always get this typical and somewhat habitual respond when they throw me the same question ; "What's wrong?". "Nothing."

I ought to stop wasting my time doing stupid things. I need to learn to let things go. Sometimes when things don't turn out like how I expected it, I get too disappointed. I should learn to take things easy, and let go when necessary. In this aspect, I am unhappy with myself, and I'm still learning.



[♥ clarice] danced at 4:06 AM