Tick Tock
Thursday, November 2, 2017
2am in the morning, 2 Nov 2017 ; I cannot explain how surreal this feels right now. Just one year ago I signed up for the NZ working holiday visa, and in 3 days time, I'd be leaving on a plane to NZ, away from the comfort of my home for one year.
It sounds really exciting yes, but honestly (as usual being me) I'm also really scared. Staring at my NZ map filled with scribbles and post-it notes, I suddenly felt so overwhelmed by all the things I wanna do. Apart from taking in all the awesome scenery, I am embarking on this journey to self heal. All the anxiety and lingering issues from the past that's haunting me, I really hope I can learn to let it all go. To see the bigger world out there, gain new perspectives and become emotionally stronger.
One year isn't exactly long or short. I believe one year there will fly past like a breeze and I need to constantly remind myself to make full use of every single day.
Whatever it is, I really hope that I will be able to achieve all that I aim to in the upcoming year. And whatever obstacles I may face, I will overcome it bravely.
& may everything at home go smoothly and stay that way till my return.
[♥ clarice] danced at 2:12 AM