Sometimes I really want to rant. But I don't know who to rant to. This is supposed to be a journey of self heal, but I really wonder if I'm better off taking this journey alone. You're toxic. And the poison's getting real deep. I don't like it one bit, really. These days I begin to realize we don't really know each other after all. We're just two complete individuals that are right next to each other. We don't understand each other at all. I don't feel you even when you're right next to me, it's like you're so far away.