{danceinastorm}

Backwards

Saturday, January 5, 2019

This is really what I call, moving backward, back to square one. After 6 years down the road, it all ended up back to square one. Nothing has changed, literally nothing, except maybe the cloth has become a pair of slippers now. Is this actually becoming worse instead? Lol, no idea. But it's really none of my business anymore. If nothing is gonna change, then I will just have to avoid it.

Other couples can just visit each other's house freely. But mine, lol. I don't even want to think about it.来你家玩？Lol. 玩什么？你没想过为什么没有人喜欢来meh？Feel so dumb going to someone's house and get treated like some germs leh. Who wants to get treated like that sia? I will never forget you still SMS your mother say I coming to your house, and that I will only be in your room and won't dirty anything de. Like WHUT. Aunty please. 这样谁还敢来你家玩？Really is roll eyes max.

And just when you thought the problem is solved, suddenly, HELLO PLEASE WASH YOUR LEGS. LOL GAWD, THIS IS A NIGHTMARE.

Staying in comfort zone and not changing and not improving and being stagnant really runs in your whole family.

Now I know why it's so hard to get anything to even change at all.

I give up. -__-" Yup, I don't give a shit anymore. I'm not going to try to make anything better anymore. You are the bridge, but you don't do shit, so why should I worry and care so much? Ha ha. Waste of my time. I don't really care if me and your family don't forge a good relationship anymore. Lol, this is definitely not going to be a one sided shit.

[♥ clarice] danced at 7:41 PM